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No way.

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We made a promise to go
shopping for spring clothes.

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When Kousei and I got to the hospital...

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All of a sudden...

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Kaori's in the ICU right now.

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She's gonna be okay right?
We can see her again right?

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I dunno. But it doesn't look too good.

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No...

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Kousei and I?

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So Kousei knows about this too?

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Eastern Japan Piano
Competition Finals

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Hiroko Seto

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Arima

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{\i1}Please...{\i0}

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{\i1}Save Kousei please.{\i0}

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{\i1}Kousei's gonna break down all over again.{\i0}

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Arima

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Dammit Kousei!

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I'm coming in!

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Kousei!

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What do you think you're doing?
Do you understand the situation you're in?

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You only have so many days
before the competition!

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You're going to practice!
Get on your feet now!

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I can't do this...

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Can't do this anymore.

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Hiroko why does it have to end up this way?

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{\i1}All I... All I ever wanted...{\i0}

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{\i1}was to play the piano{\i0}
{\i1}and make my mother get well. That's all.{\i0}

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{\i1}All I did...{\i0}

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{\i1}was fall in love.{\i0}

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Why does it have to end up this way?

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I can't go on.

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No more.

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I can't try anymore.

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Totsuhara University Hospital

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Sumiya Junior High School

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Was asked to give you this.
-Watari

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{\i1}Adorable stationery!{\i0}

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Was asked to give you this.
-Watari

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I want canelés.

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Hey!

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They let me come back to my room yesterday.

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Oh boy what an ordeal.

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That was my first time ever inside an ICU.

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You just can't relax in there you know.

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You really caught me
at an awkward moment!

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That's why I told you
not to come to the hospital.

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Hey!

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Wh-What are you doing?

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Don't come to see me
looking so gloomy!

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You're gonna make me even sicker!

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Canelé! I want to eat it outside!

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It's too cold.

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Not in this hospital room!

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Come on come on come on!

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One word about me being heavy
and I'll kick your butt all right?

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I think you could stand to eat more.

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{\i1}She's light very light.{\i0}

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{\i1}At some level I felt easy in my mind.{\i0}
{\i1}That she was all right now.{\i0}

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{\i1}That she was so strong{\i0}
{\i1}she could just send her illness packing.{\i0}

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{\i1}That this "now" would go on forever.{\i0}

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{\i1}She loves stuffed animals and loves sweets.{\i0}

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{\i1}Fragile. You're just a normal girl and yet...{\i0}

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{\i1}I'm a moron.{\i0}

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Wow.

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Snow!

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Are you playing the piano?

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No I'm not.

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I knew it.

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"You're feeling sorry for yourself."

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I can't do it anymore.

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{\i1}The people I care about keep leaving me.{\i0}

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{\i1}Music takes them away from me.{\i0}

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{\i1}I'm going to be left all alone.{\i0}

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But you have me.

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But you have me.

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I'm going to have surgery see.

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On February 18.

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Eastern Japan Piano
Competition Finals

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I'm going to struggle as hard as I can.

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Struggle struggle struggle
like there's no tomorrow.

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It's your fault. All of it is your fault.

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{\i1}Why I'm putting up{\i0}
{\i1}such an unseemly struggle{\i0}

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{\i1}and why I'm so fixated on living.{\i0}

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{\i1}It's your fault.{\i0}

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{\i1}You gave me this desire to cling{\i0}
{\i1}to the time that I spent with you.{\i0}

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Aren't you going to struggle too?
We're so good at struggling!

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We're musicians who
struggle
for our lives remember?

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But...

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I haven't touched the piano
for a week now. My finger—

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It was the same when you were my accompanist.

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Back then I was always playing the piano
for my part-time job.

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No way can I play decently now!

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Being able to play in this state
would be a miracle.

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You're looking down again.

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See?

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Miracles can happen just like that!

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You exist inside me Kousei Arima.

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You like egg sandwiches.
You like Moo Moo Brand milk.

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What else do you like?
What are your favorite insects?

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What kind of stuff did you collect?
What anime shows did you like?

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There's so much that I don't know.

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I envy Tsubaki for knowing everything.

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I want to know so many things about you.

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I'm scared...

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I'm scared. I'm scared!

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Don't leave me all alone!

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{\i1}I'm a moron.{\i0}

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{\i1}She's ultra-violent. Her personality sucks.{\i0}
{\i1}She leaves the worst impression.{\i0}

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{\i1}But...{\i0}

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{\i1}she's beautiful.{\i0}

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{\i1}You're so beautiful in the snow.{\i0}

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Eastern Japan Piano Competition

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We're going to start the anesthesia all right?

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Now take a deep breath.

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{\i1}Listen Doctor...{\i0}

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{\i1}"We all need someone to kiss us goodbye."{\i0}

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{\i1}- Marcie.{\i0}

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Her pulse is stable.

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Anesthesia induction complete.

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We're going to begin the surgery now.

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Bravo!

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Igawa!

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{\i1}You've won.{\i0}
{\i1}You couldn't have played better Emi!{\i0}

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{\i1}All I can do is sigh.{\i0}

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{\i1}Brother gave a great performance too{\i0}

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{\i1}but on another level{\i0}
{\i1}she didn't concede an inch!{\i0}

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{\i1}I see. So she's ahead of me{\i0}
{\i1}on the path I want to follow.{\i0}

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{\i1}That was splendid.{\i0}

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{\i1}I thought that Takeshi would be the runaway{\i0}
{\i1}favorite but there's no way to tell.{\i0}

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{\i1}Artistic impression is{\i0}
{\i1}all that separates them now.{\i0}

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{\i1}You're sure putting on{\i0}
{\i1}the polish you damned witch.{\i0}

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This district is unbelievable.

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There are actually two prodigies.
Wonder which one's gonna win?

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Oh amateurs!

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The greatest pianist of all
has yet to play you know.

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Huh? Miike?

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As always so adept at fanning the flames
of determination that Ms. Ochiai.

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Ms. Seto how was Arima?

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Awful.

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I brought him to the venue
but who knows if he can play decently.

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He's reverted to that state
from two years ago.

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{\i1}It's not even a matter of how he does{\i0}
{\i1}in this competition anymore.{\i0}

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{\i1}He might very well{\i0}
{\i1}be finished as a pianist too.{\i0}

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{\i1}Help me...{\i0}
{\i1}Help me... Help me!{\i0}

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I'm at my wits' end.

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Good job!

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You were good!

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{\i1}Did you see that Takeshi? Arima?{\i0}

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Hey what's the matter?

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You're not feeling well?

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Want me get you some medicine?
I can bring you an antacid right away.

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Isn't he just getting himself focused?

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Huh? Oh...

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Yeah but still.

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—play.

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Gotta play gotta play gotta play.

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Operation in Progress

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{\i1}Arima will be up soon.{\i0}

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{\i1}Arima!{\i0}

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{\i1}Arima will be coming.{\i0}

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{\i1}Can't wait!{\i0}

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{\i1}To hear the transformed genius!{\i0}

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Number twenty-three Kousei Arima.

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You're going on soon.
Please stand by in the wings.

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H-Hey. Are you okay?

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Yeah I'm fine. I'm fine...

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You're fine? Your face couldn't be paler.

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Anybody can see that you're not yourself.

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Let's go to the infirmary!

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Sorry. But I've got to play.

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Because I'm a pianist.

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Because I promised.

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{\i1}It's Arima!{\i0}

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{\i1}There he is! It's Arima!{\i0}

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Dude's not gonna pass out or anything is he?

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{\i1}I made you remember something{\i0}
{\i1}you don't want to remember.{\i0}

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{\i1}A violinist who can't even{\i0}
{\i1}hold her own bow. That's pointless!{\i0}

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{\i1}I won't forget even if I die.{\i0}

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{\i1}I've got to play.{\i0}

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{\i1}Just forget about it all{\i0}
{\i1}like you've pressed the reset button.{\i0}

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{\i1}I've got to play.{\i0}

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{\i1}I guess maybe we never should've met huh?{\i0}

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{\i1}I've got to play. Because...{\i0}

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{\i1}I'm a pianist.{\i0}

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Arima?

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Kousei!

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- What's going on?
- Is it the pressure?

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It's getting to Arima?

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{\i1}You're looking down again!{\i0}

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{\i1}Tsubaki you dummy!{\i0}

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{\i1}I don't know you! I don't know you!{\i0}

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{\i1}Tsubaki you're here.{\i0}

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{\i1}I see.{\i0}

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00:18:13,210 --> 00:18:16,300
{\i1}Everybody's watching me.{\i0}

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{\i1}This isn't just pesante...{\i0}

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{\i1}It sounds so deep so unhurried.{\i0}

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{\i1}Ah what a remarkably rich sound.{\i0}

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{\i1}Chopin's Ballade No. 1 in G Minor Op. 23.{\i0}

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{\i1}Like a whisper{\i0}
{\i1}like a show of affection so gently...{\i0}

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00:19:31,670 --> 00:19:34,500
{\i1}The sound of Chopin's Ballade{\i0}
{\i1}emanating so sorrowfully.{\i0}

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00:19:39,340 --> 00:19:41,640
{\i1}You were thinking about a girl you like right?{\i0}

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{\i1}You bet I was.{\i0}

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00:19:43,560 --> 00:19:46,020
{\i1}For now just play from your heart.{\i0}

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00:19:46,020 --> 00:19:48,100
{\i1}Inside my heart it's all chaos.{\i0}

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00:19:48,850 --> 00:19:49,940
{\i1}What a cliché.{\i0}

208
00:19:49,940 --> 00:19:51,900
{\i1}It's not all bad you know.{\i0}

209
00:19:52,980 --> 00:19:56,110
{\i1}Oh come on.{\i0}
{\i1}You've done nothing but play the piano.{\i0}

210
00:19:56,110 --> 00:19:59,110
{\i1}Can't help that.{\i0}
{\i1}I'm not good with words remember?{\i0}

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00:20:01,110 --> 00:20:05,540
{\i1}Everybody's watching.{\i0}
{\i1}The reason I'm here right now{\i0}

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00:20:05,540 --> 00:20:07,330
{\i1}is because I had you all.{\i0}

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{\i1}The people who played a part in my life.{\i0}
{\i1}The people who made my life fuller.{\i0}

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{\i1}I can't let them down.{\i0}

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00:20:16,380 --> 00:20:18,420
{\i1}It's because we're musicians.{\i0}

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{\i1}We gotta express through music right?{\i0}

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00:20:21,760 --> 00:20:23,720
{\i1}Yeah Aiza.{\i0}

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00:20:23,720 --> 00:20:25,260
{\i1}You're absolutely right.{\i0}

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{\i1}Whether you're sad you're a mess{\i0}
{\i1}or have hit rock bottom you still have to play!{\i0}

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{\i1}Do you think I can do it?{\i0}

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{\i1}No worries no worries.{\i0}

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{\i1}We'll figure it out.{\i0}

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{\i1}Because we rule!{\i0}

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{\i1}Play. Play. That's who I am{\i0}
{\i1}how I'm going to live my life.{\i0}

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{\i1}Because I'm a pianist.{\i0}

226
00:20:50,290 --> 00:20:52,170
{\i1}Just like you...{\i0}

227
00:20:52,170 --> 00:20:54,130
{\i1}I'm a musician after all!{\i0}

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{\i1}Amazing!{\i0}

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{\i1}This is incredible Arima!{\i0}

230
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{\i1}Your life... Your music...{\i0}

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00:21:05,010 --> 00:21:07,680
{\i1}It's taken on all this color!{\i0}

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{\i1}Kousei's performance is bursting with color.{\i0}

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Episode 21
Snow

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{\i1}Bursting with such mournful color.{\i0}

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Final Episode
Spring Wind