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Die.

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Puck!

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Be quiet Subaru.

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I don't care what you—

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Complacency! Negligence! That is sloth!

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You should have killed me right away!

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Even with the power you have

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you failed to do what you needed to do!

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Foolishness.

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If you truly want to kill me...

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Then grow a thousand shadows
half of what Satella could...

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Are you... Puck?

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Can't you tell?

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Maybe it's cruel of me to ask that.

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Unbelievable...

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This is unbelievable!

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It cannot be!

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A mere spirit...

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My faith...

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Everything I've devoted my love to...

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At the hands of a mere spirit—

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A human who's only lived a few decades 
shouldn't talk to a spirit about time.

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Time has nothing to do with 
the depth of one's faith!

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I wish you wouldn't liken me

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to a fool like you a being
that lives for eternity

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but wastes most of it in idleness!

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{\an8}Ah my brain is tremblinglinglingling...

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Death isn't even a punishment.

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This is why I hate all of you.

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The Ordeal has been completed.

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Even if my body dies

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my wishes will be called to 
the exalted witch's side.

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And I'll receive her love.

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I look forward to our reunion!

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He quit while he was ahead.

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Now shall we have a little talk?

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Subaru you have committed three sins.

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First you broke your promise to Lia.

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You don't seem to understand 
how important a promise is

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to a spirit-arts user.

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Second you ignored Lia's 
wishes and returned here.

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And third...

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You let Lia die!

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In accordance with my contract

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I will now destroy the world.

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Why?

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Lia is...

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Emilia is my entire reason for existing.

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There is no reason for me to 
exist in a world without her.

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The fog is coming closer.

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It looks like a troublesome 
one has been drawn here.

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Gluttony...

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Oh I suppose they call
it the White Whale now.

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You called it here let Lia die

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and now you die yourself.

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You really are useless.

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I've heard this laugh before.

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The voice of a man I hated to death.

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No... It's me.

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I'm laughing at myself.

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I let Rem die killed Emilia

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and now I'm going to die in vain.

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I really am so...

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You truly are slothful Subaru.

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Subaru-kun?

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What's the matter?

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Rem...

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Yes I'm your Rem.

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I'm sorry I didn't notice...

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This crowd is tiring you isn't it?

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Tired.

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Yeah that's right...

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I'm out of energy worn down...

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I'm tired.

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Subaru-kun!

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Sorry about that...

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I was feeling kind of stressed

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so I skipped out on explaining.

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Sorry.

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Really you mustn't do that...

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I realize that you are giving a great 
deal of thought to our situation.

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But I don't dislike it when
you are so forceful.

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Sorry that I worried you.

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I'm fine now.

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I guess you've seen me just being pathetic 
depressed all the time...

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But I get it now.

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You get it now?

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I've bothered a lot of people

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with all my contemplating and agonizing

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but I finally figured out how 
to take care of everything.

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Or when I really think about it

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I was told what to do from the very start.

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But I don't know when to give up...

95
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But I think that is what's so 
wonderful about you.

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Things I've realized
and been forced to realize...

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All kinds of experiences have brought me here

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but I've actually had the 
answer for a long time...

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I've decided Rem.

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Yes?

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Run away with me.

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As far as we can go.

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Huh?

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I'm going to leave the
capital to head far west.

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Or maybe north.

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Um...

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I heard no one can enter the southern kingdom

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so one of those two.

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I don't like cold weather

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so I'd personally recommend west.

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Ah um...

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Honestly it could be a long journey

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and I know this is a snap decision

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so it won't be easy—

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P-Please wait!

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The way you said that makes it sound as if

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you plan to go to some other 
country that isn't Lugunica...

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Oh!

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Knowing you it must be because 
you've had another great idea!

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Something that will help Emilia-sama 
and Roswaal-sama!

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That's not what this is Rem.

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There's nothing I can do in the capital.

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But I'd be just as powerless if 
I went back to the mansion.

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That's what I figured out.

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So run away with me Rem.

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We can't stay here.

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That's what everyone has been telling me.

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I didn't want to believe it

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so I've denied it with all my might but...

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Yeah they're right.

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No one ever needed me.

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That's not—

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It is true!

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It's been spelled out for me over and over...

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That's why I've decided to just disappear.

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It's for the best.

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Anything I do will just lead to a dead body...

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Or maybe more depending on what happens.

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I've had enough.

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Let's run Rem.

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You and I can't stay here.

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We shouldn't be in this country!

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But this is so sudden...

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We don't have time!

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I'm sorry it's sudden I really am.

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I really really am.

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But you have to choose.

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Choose?

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Me? Or someone else?

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Choose.

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Let's get a dragon-drawn 
carriage and head west.

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We'll leave Lugunica and go far 
west... To Kararagi was it?

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We'll buy a little house
and live there together.

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Even if bad things happen

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I can keep going if you're there.

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Just having someone waiting at 
home for me with a smile...

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No matter how tired I am

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if I know you're waiting for me I know...

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Please choose me!

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If you choose me I'll
give you all that I have!

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So please...

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Run away with me.

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Live with me!

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Subaru-kun...

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I cannot run away with you.

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We're supposed to laugh together

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as we talk about the future remember?

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Maybe we can't laugh now but...

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You know once we actually get moving

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I bet we can—

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I have thought about it too.

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We would arrive in Kararagi

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and rent a place to stay.

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As long as we had a home and work

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we would get by somehow.

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Fortunately thanks to Roswaal-sama 
I have received an education

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so I think I could easily find 
work even in Kararagi.

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You might have to either
look for manual labor

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or take care of things around me.

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Once we had a stable income

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we could look for a better place to live.

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In the meantime you could study

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for perhaps a year so that you can find

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a decent job until you can actually work.

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We would work together.

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And once we had enough money 
perhaps we could buy a house.

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Maybe we could even open a shop.

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After all Kararagi is a
thriving commercial area.

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I'm sure we could earn a living 
on one of your fanciful ideas.

190
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And once our jobs were on track...

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Um it's embarrassing to say

192
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but we could have a child.

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It would be half-demon and half-human

194
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so I'm certain it would be feisty.

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Whether we have a boy or a girl

196
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twins or even triplets

197
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I know they would be adorable.

198
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I'm sure it wouldn't be all fun times.

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And not everything would 
work out as I imagined it.

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We might have only daughters and no sons

201
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so you might not feel very
proud of your family.

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Rem...

203
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But... But... Even when the children grow

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and reach the age where they 
start to treat you coldly

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I shall still be on your side!

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We will be famous in the neighborhood 
as a couple of old lovebirds

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as we take our time spending life 
together and growing old...

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Rem...

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I would feel bad for doing it to you

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but I would prefer to die
before you if possible.

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I want to die quietly

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lying on our bed with your hand in mine

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surrounded by our children and their children.

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To say "I was so happy"

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as you all look on...

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I could end my life happily so happily.

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If you...

218
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If you want it that badly then...

219
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If you could wish for that
future with a smile

220
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I would be truly happy to die that way...

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As long as I could live with you.

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Just knowing that you want me 
with you when you run away

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makes me happy from the bottom of my heart.

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But I cannot.

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Because I know

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that if we run away together now

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I would be leaving behind the 
Subaru-kun that I love most.

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Subaru-kun

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please tell me what happened.

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If you cannot please trust me.

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I swear I shall do something to make it right.

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But for now at least we should go back.

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If we take our time
and consider things calmly

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maybe we will find a different answer.

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I've already agonized over this.

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I've thought about it.

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I've suffered.

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That's why I gave up.

239
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It's easy to give up but...

240
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It's easy to give up?

241
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Subaru-kun?

242
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Don't give me that!

243
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There's nothing easy about giving up!

244
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You think I'm just doing nothing

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thinking about nothing

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cutting myself off from everything

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and throwing everything away!

248
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And that's all it took to give up?!

249
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It was not easy to give up!

250
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It was so much easier for me to think

251
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there was something I could do!

252
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But there's nothing I can do...

253
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There's no way out!

254
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The only path everything
leads to is giving up!

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If I could do something

256
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I would... I would...

257
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Subaru-kun...

258
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It is easy to give up.

259
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But it doesn't suit you.

260
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I do not know what painful things 
you've been through

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or what you have done to make you suffer so.

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And I know it would be wrong of me

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to thoughtlessly say I understand.

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But... But even so...

265
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There is something that I do know.

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I know that you're someone who cannot 
give up on something halfway through.

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I know that you are someone who can smile

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when you talk about your
wishes for the future.

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I know...

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I know that you are someone who 
cannot give up on the future.

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You're wrong.

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I'm not that kind of—

273
00:14:05,450 --> 00:14:06,240
I am not wrong.

274
00:14:06,830 --> 00:14:08,820
You haven't given up on anyone.

275
00:14:08,820 --> 00:14:11,050
Not Emilia-sama or Sister.

276
00:14:11,050 --> 00:14:16,250
Or Roswaal-sama or Beatrice-sama 
or anyone else.

277
00:14:17,080 --> 00:14:19,900
I have... I have given up!

278
00:14:19,900 --> 00:14:22,500
Carrying it all was impossible from the start!

279
00:14:23,090 --> 00:14:24,910
My hands are so small

280
00:14:24,910 --> 00:14:28,160
that it all slipped through
my fingers leaving nothing.

281
00:14:28,160 --> 00:14:31,370
No that isn't true. You have—

282
00:14:31,370 --> 00:14:34,180
What do you know?!

283
00:14:34,180 --> 00:14:36,770
What do you know about me?!

284
00:14:37,630 --> 00:14:40,250
This is the kind of man I am!

285
00:14:40,250 --> 00:14:42,670
I have no strength but I want it all.

286
00:14:42,670 --> 00:14:44,910
I have no knowledge but all I do is dream.

287
00:14:44,910 --> 00:14:47,900
There's nothing I can do
but I struggle in vain!

288
00:14:49,110 --> 00:14:50,950
I... I...

289
00:14:51,430 --> 00:14:53,820
I hate myself!

290
00:14:54,780 --> 00:14:56,990
All I do is talk a big game

291
00:14:56,990 --> 00:14:59,460
and make myself sound like a big shot 
when I can't do anything!

292
00:14:59,950 --> 00:15:01,800
I never do anything

293
00:15:01,800 --> 00:15:04,250
yet I can complain like a pro.

294
00:15:04,250 --> 00:15:06,060
Who do I think I am?!

295
00:15:06,060 --> 00:15:10,060
It's amazing that I can live like 
this and not feel ashamed!

296
00:15:10,060 --> 00:15:11,430
Right?!

297
00:15:11,880 --> 00:15:13,430
I'm empty...

298
00:15:13,430 --> 00:15:15,490
There's nothing in me at all!

299
00:15:15,490 --> 00:15:16,900
I know that...

300
00:15:17,450 --> 00:15:19,310
Yeah that's obvious...

301
00:15:19,310 --> 00:15:20,640
I know it's obvious.

302
00:15:21,780 --> 00:15:23,370
Before I came here...

303
00:15:23,370 --> 00:15:26,080
Before I got into the situation 
that led me to all of you

304
00:15:26,080 --> 00:15:27,480
do you have any idea what I did?

305
00:15:29,370 --> 00:15:31,200
I did nothing...

306
00:15:31,650 --> 00:15:34,200
I've never done a single thing.

307
00:15:34,890 --> 00:15:38,200
I had all that time all that freedom...

308
00:15:38,200 --> 00:15:40,330
I could have done anything

309
00:15:40,330 --> 00:15:41,960
but I never did a thing.

310
00:15:41,960 --> 00:15:45,480
And this is the result! What I 
am now is the result!

311
00:15:45,840 --> 00:15:48,990
All of my powerlessness
all of my incompetence

312
00:15:48,990 --> 00:15:52,420
is the product of my rotten character.

313
00:15:52,420 --> 00:15:56,090
Wanting to accomplish something 
when I've never done anything

314
00:15:56,090 --> 00:15:58,590
goes beyond the limits of arrogance!

315
00:15:59,020 --> 00:16:02,810
The cost of my laziness and all 
the wasteful habits in my life

316
00:16:03,200 --> 00:16:05,390
just ends up killing both you and me.

317
00:16:07,850 --> 00:16:09,120
That's right.

318
00:16:09,120 --> 00:16:10,840
I have no character.

319
00:16:10,840 --> 00:16:14,990
Even when I thought I could go on 
living here nothing changed...

320
00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:19,990
That old man saw that part of me perfectly.

321
00:16:19,990 --> 00:16:21,130
Right?

322
00:16:21,130 --> 00:16:23,000
I wasn't trying to get stronger

323
00:16:23,420 --> 00:16:26,220
or trying to make things better.

324
00:16:26,220 --> 00:16:29,960
I was just striking an obvious 
pose to justify myself

325
00:16:29,960 --> 00:16:35,520
to say that I was trying that it wasn't 
like I wasn't doing anything.

326
00:16:36,080 --> 00:16:37,790
I wanted to say I couldn't help it.

327
00:16:37,790 --> 00:16:40,220
I wanted to be told that
it couldn't be helped!

328
00:16:40,220 --> 00:16:45,440
I only pretended to push my body to the 
limit so that would be possible!

329
00:16:45,990 --> 00:16:48,660
Even when I had you help me study

330
00:16:48,660 --> 00:16:52,060
I was just posing to cover up 
how embarrassed I felt!

331
00:16:52,690 --> 00:16:54,650
At heart

332
00:16:54,650 --> 00:16:58,040
I'm just a small cowardly
filthy piece of trash

333
00:16:58,040 --> 00:17:01,910
who's always worried about how 
others see me. And nothing...

334
00:17:02,290 --> 00:17:04,620
Nothing about me has changed!

335
00:17:09,770 --> 00:17:12,040
I knew it all along.

336
00:17:12,040 --> 00:17:15,030
That all of it was my fault...

337
00:17:15,030 --> 00:17:16,800
I'm the lowest of the low.

338
00:17:17,980 --> 00:17:21,330
I absolutely hate myself...

339
00:17:25,260 --> 00:17:26,560
I know...

340
00:17:27,410 --> 00:17:31,180
That no matter how deeply you 
have fallen into darkness

341
00:17:31,570 --> 00:17:34,900
you still have the courage 
to reach out your hand.

342
00:17:36,340 --> 00:17:39,840
I love it when you stroke my hair.

343
00:17:39,840 --> 00:17:41,910
I feel as if we can understand each other

344
00:17:41,910 --> 00:17:44,830
through the contact between 
your hand and my hair.

345
00:17:45,690 --> 00:17:47,980
I love your voice.

346
00:17:47,980 --> 00:17:49,500
Just hearing you say one word

347
00:17:49,500 --> 00:17:52,440
makes my heart feel warmer.

348
00:17:52,880 --> 00:17:55,180
I love your eyes.

349
00:17:55,180 --> 00:17:57,120
Normally they look stern

350
00:17:57,120 --> 00:17:59,140
but when you're being kind to someone

351
00:17:59,710 --> 00:18:02,100
I love the way they soften.

352
00:18:03,290 --> 00:18:05,630
I love your fingers.

353
00:18:05,630 --> 00:18:07,980
For a boy you have such lovely fingers.

354
00:18:08,410 --> 00:18:12,220
But when they clutch mine 
I know they are the strong

355
00:18:12,220 --> 00:18:14,440
slender fingers of a man.

356
00:18:15,070 --> 00:18:17,680
I love the way you walk.

357
00:18:17,680 --> 00:18:19,810
When we walk together

358
00:18:19,810 --> 00:18:25,770
I love the way you occasionally turn 
to make sure I keep up.

359
00:18:25,770 --> 00:18:26,870
Stop...

360
00:18:26,870 --> 00:18:29,300
I love the way you look when you sleep.

361
00:18:29,300 --> 00:18:31,320
You look unguarded like an infant

362
00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:33,590
and your eyelashes are on the long side.

363
00:18:33,590 --> 00:18:35,630
When I touch your cheek you calm down...

364
00:18:36,270 --> 00:18:39,680
And when I playfully touch your 
lips you don't even notice...

365
00:18:39,680 --> 00:18:41,850
And it makes my heart ache terribly.

366
00:18:42,620 --> 00:18:43,560
I love you.

367
00:18:44,490 --> 00:18:45,810
Why?

368
00:18:46,420 --> 00:18:50,320
When you said that you hate yourself

369
00:18:50,320 --> 00:18:53,040
it made me want to tell you

370
00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:55,730
all the wonderful things I know about you.

371
00:18:56,110 --> 00:18:58,330
That was all phony.

372
00:18:58,330 --> 00:19:00,350
You just don't know me!

373
00:19:00,350 --> 00:19:03,580
I know myself better than anyone!

374
00:19:04,070 --> 00:19:06,290
All you know is yourself!

375
00:19:07,330 --> 00:19:12,830
How much do you know about 
the Subaru-kun that I see?!

376
00:19:14,420 --> 00:19:17,550
Why... do you like me so much?

377
00:19:18,330 --> 00:19:19,340
I'm...

378
00:19:20,000 --> 00:19:22,300
I'm weak and small.

379
00:19:22,300 --> 00:19:23,370
I'm running away.

380
00:19:23,370 --> 00:19:25,900
Just like I ran away last time!

381
00:19:25,900 --> 00:19:28,060
So why?

382
00:19:28,590 --> 00:19:32,720
Because you are my hero Subaru-kun!

383
00:19:35,340 --> 00:19:37,080
In that dark forest

384
00:19:37,080 --> 00:19:39,930
when I didn't even know who I was anymore

385
00:19:39,930 --> 00:19:42,570
and couldn't think of anything 
but violently lashing out

386
00:19:42,950 --> 00:19:44,780
you saved me.

387
00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:46,620
When I woke up unable to move

388
00:19:46,970 --> 00:19:49,660
and Sister was exhausted after 
using too much magic

389
00:19:49,660 --> 00:19:53,920
you faced the mabeasts as a diversion 
so we could escape.

390
00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:55,170
There was no way you could win

391
00:19:55,170 --> 00:19:57,590
and your life was in real danger.

392
00:19:57,590 --> 00:19:59,570
But you still stayed

393
00:19:59,570 --> 00:20:03,550
and came back to my arms still warm.

394
00:20:04,150 --> 00:20:06,150
When you woke up you smiled

395
00:20:06,150 --> 00:20:08,400
and said the words I wanted to hear most

396
00:20:08,400 --> 00:20:10,300
when I wanted to hear them most

397
00:20:10,300 --> 00:20:13,560
from the one I wanted most to hear them from.

398
00:20:14,100 --> 00:20:17,020
My time has been stopped for so long.

399
00:20:17,860 --> 00:20:19,790
Ever since that fiery night

400
00:20:19,790 --> 00:20:23,030
the night I lost everything except my sister

401
00:20:23,030 --> 00:20:26,660
my time has been stopped...

402
00:20:27,040 --> 00:20:30,940
It was you who melted my frozen heart

403
00:20:30,940 --> 00:20:35,500
and kindly made my stopped 
time begin to move forward again!

404
00:20:36,460 --> 00:20:41,130
I'm sure you have no idea how you saved me

405
00:20:41,130 --> 00:20:46,050
or how happy I was at that 
moment on that morning.

406
00:20:46,750 --> 00:20:49,800
That's why I believe.

407
00:20:50,240 --> 00:20:52,940
No matter what painful things happen

408
00:20:52,940 --> 00:20:55,740
even when it looks like you'll lose...

409
00:20:55,740 --> 00:20:59,020
When no one else in the world believes in you

410
00:20:59,020 --> 00:21:02,320
when you don't even believe in yourself...

411
00:21:02,950 --> 00:21:04,820
I will believe!

412
00:21:11,910 --> 00:21:14,900
That the Subaru-kun who saved me

413
00:21:14,900 --> 00:21:17,540
is a true hero.

414
00:21:30,960 --> 00:21:33,120
No matter how hard I tried

415
00:21:33,120 --> 00:21:34,350
I couldn't save anyone...

416
00:21:35,330 --> 00:21:37,070
I am here.

417
00:21:37,070 --> 00:21:41,070
The Rem you saved is right here.

418
00:21:41,710 --> 00:21:44,360
I've never done anything. I'm empty.

419
00:21:45,030 --> 00:21:47,320
No one will even listen to me.

420
00:21:47,880 --> 00:21:49,380
I am here.

421
00:21:49,380 --> 00:21:52,390
I will listen to anything you have to say.

422
00:21:52,390 --> 00:21:53,330
I want to.

423
00:21:54,520 --> 00:21:56,640
No one expects anything of me.

424
00:21:57,090 --> 00:21:58,830
No one believes in me.

425
00:22:00,840 --> 00:22:03,210
I hate myself.

426
00:22:05,880 --> 00:22:10,430
Well I love you Subaru-kun!

427
00:22:13,940 --> 00:22:16,430
You really don't mind that it's me?

428
00:22:17,050 --> 00:22:19,350
I want it to be you.

429
00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:22,990
I would not want for it to be anyone else.

430
00:22:24,730 --> 00:22:27,530
If you cannot forgive yourself

431
00:22:27,530 --> 00:22:29,910
for being empty and having nothing

432
00:22:29,910 --> 00:22:32,160
then let us start from here right now.

433
00:22:32,750 --> 00:22:34,030
Start what?

434
00:22:34,640 --> 00:22:38,970
Just like you started my time for me 
when it was stopped

435
00:22:38,970 --> 00:22:42,170
we will make the time that 
you feel is stopped for you

436
00:22:42,170 --> 00:22:43,880
begin to move again.

437
00:22:44,710 --> 00:22:46,530
Let us start here.

438
00:22:48,130 --> 00:22:49,310
From square one.

439
00:22:50,450 --> 00:22:51,520
No

440
00:22:52,490 --> 00:22:53,730
from zero!

441
00:22:58,330 --> 00:23:00,620
If it is too hard for you to walk alone

442
00:23:00,620 --> 00:23:02,350
I will hold you up.

443
00:23:02,350 --> 00:23:05,780
As we walk we will share the burden 
and support each other.

444
00:23:06,430 --> 00:23:09,240
Wasn't this what you said to me that morning?

445
00:23:10,570 --> 00:23:14,290
Show me how awesome you can be Subaru-kun.

446
00:23:16,890 --> 00:23:17,500
Rem...

447
00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:19,410
Yes?

448
00:23:22,570 --> 00:23:24,560
I love Emilia.

449
00:23:27,470 --> 00:23:28,270
Yes.

450
00:23:29,420 --> 00:23:31,260
I want to see Emilia smile.

451
00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:33,800
I want to be of help to Emilia's future.

452
00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:35,850
Even if she says I'm in the way

453
00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:37,930
even if she tells me to stay away...

454
00:23:40,020 --> 00:23:42,150
I want to be next to her.

455
00:23:43,470 --> 00:23:45,820
Using my feelings for her as an excuse

456
00:23:46,570 --> 00:23:49,400
to get her to understand everything

457
00:23:49,700 --> 00:23:51,050
was arrogant of me huh?

458
00:23:52,950 --> 00:23:54,910
It's okay if she doesn't understand.

459
00:23:55,360 --> 00:23:57,290
I just want to save her.

460
00:23:57,820 --> 00:24:00,370
If there's a bleak
painful future waiting for her

461
00:24:00,780 --> 00:24:03,790
I want to take her away to a future 
where we can all laugh together!

462
00:24:07,370 --> 00:24:09,700
Will you help me?

463
00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:12,940
I can't do anything alone.

464
00:24:12,940 --> 00:24:14,910
I lack in everything.

465
00:24:14,910 --> 00:24:17,470
I'm not confident that I can 
even keep walking straight.

466
00:24:17,470 --> 00:24:20,060
I'm weak fragile and small.

467
00:24:20,970 --> 00:24:24,060
So to make sure I keep walking straight

468
00:24:24,060 --> 00:24:26,130
to help me realize when I'm wrong

469
00:24:26,130 --> 00:24:27,700
will you help me?

470
00:24:31,140 --> 00:24:33,790
You are a cruel man Subaru-kun.

471
00:24:33,790 --> 00:24:37,200
You ask all this of someone you just rejected?

472
00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:41,370
Hey it's also hard for me to ask 
this of the one who rejected

473
00:24:41,370 --> 00:24:42,710
my once-in-a-lifetime proposal.

474
00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:56,930
I humbly accept.

475
00:24:57,590 --> 00:24:59,220
If it will help you

476
00:25:00,410 --> 00:25:02,040
my hero

477
00:25:02,490 --> 00:25:04,980
greet the future with a smile then yes.

478
00:25:06,380 --> 00:25:07,940
Yeah just watch.

479
00:25:08,910 --> 00:25:10,440
You get a front row seat...

480
00:25:15,580 --> 00:25:17,280
To see the man you fell for

481
00:25:17,640 --> 00:25:21,340
become the most awesome hero ever!

482
00:25:31,900 --> 00:25:33,710
{\fad(1552)}I'm watching you.

483
00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:35,970
You're watching me.

484
00:25:37,220 --> 00:25:39,250
So I won't look downward.

485
00:25:39,250 --> 00:25:44,930
Natsuki Subaru's story will begin 
right here from zero.

486
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:51,830
My life in another world
starts here from zero!

487
00:25:52,900 --> 00:25:55,900
From Ze{\c&HFBD8AD&}ro